Thursday, June 2, 2016

Getting to the Heart of love by being alone with me.

Getting to the Heart of being Alone:

See. Listen. Feel. Breathe. All is well.
Om Shanti
 I AM PEACE.
                                                                   

At this time in my life I've come to see I now go where my feet take me and I follow where my heart leads.
Sometimes I underestimated
the comfort of being alone with me.
I used to think I couldn't stand it!
The puzzled looks and the scrutiny
A time in my life where I was worried what others might think of me. I used to try and hide my wonder and glee when mother nature impressed me with her daily display of creativity, combining form and color in such efficacy.

Life took on a new level of vibrancy like someone wiped my eyes clean.
How could I deny what I now see clearly? Why should I try and to contain my excitment about the beauty I was genuinely happy to see like; the flowers, the animals, or the sun on the trees.
I could now see that all things including me existed out of the true uncondtitional love of the universe. All creatures touched by the gentle hand of Nature's elegant artistry.

No two things are exactly the same and that in itself is a feat worthy of praise because the means everything is uniquely designed to be similar, but not the same. We are all here experiencing the wonders of life, Why should I waste time concerned with how others may or may not percieve the way experience mine?

I woke up to the truth that the only approval I need is mine.
I smile because I want to and
I am the only one I get to live with for the rest of my life.
Why not be the fun companion I wanted all those times?

I began indulging my interests by going to new places and meeting new people, doing things that primarily interested me. I stopped denying myself adventurous experiences because i thought i needed someone to go with me, in order to enjoy the places i want to go or see the things I wanted to see.

In fact I found by going it alone decisions became whims and discussions became decisions, based on my peronal philosophy of "hmm why not? Let's take a walk and see what we see?"

I allowed things to unfold divinely, choosing to act consciously within each moment from a place of contentment and ease.
Come what may the only thing I can control is how i choose to be. Whatever happens I know I will act accordingly.
Hey, who knows what will I learn?or Who might I meet? I know it will be interesting because am doing something that interests me.
I started going out with no plans exactly, i took walks.
many walks; short walks, long walks and all other walks in between.
Oh boy did life open up to me.
By investing my time and attention doing things that inspired and enriched me i began to see the fullness of life reflecting back at me.

The world came alive.
My misconcieved fears could not survive. Life became an adventure and seeking deeper meaning took up my time.

Everything is now a living marvel to me enveloped in ever unfolfing mystery. A thrilling game of chance,
filled with endless possibilities
Where nothing is quite as simple as it seems. Knowing that no one sees the world like me, I love to show my unique perspective on "Being real", by really being me, with anyone I meet.

I choose to live out loud celebrating each day that I get to breathe hoping to inspire others to take a moment and just be. Letting our true radiant colors shine in love and harmony.

I pray everyone will know the ease I feel when wrapped in the blanket of my own company. The peace that comes with knowing that I am everything I need and I am never alone because I have an entire
universe inside of me.

Now i savor the ability to feel free to quietly sink into the heart of me. I breathe into each moment tuning into the rhythm
of the rhythm
of the rhythm
Of our universal heart beat.
I love you
the same way I love me
because we are one
sharing a singular experience as many.
                                                                   

You might be pleasantly surprised😄 
                                                                   


💞JuJu.🌟
Namaste
Om Shanti


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